back to the gym

yesterday I went back to the gym. It wasn't pretty. I thought I'd start small and I was very proud of myself for doing it. So I went and did 30 minutes on the elliptical. The thing that was so pitiful is that at Gold's in the "Ladies Gold's Gym" (barf!) there are all these rather elderly women. Many of them look to be in their 70s+. And they are fucking kicking my ass! One of them was on the freaking treadmill for the entire hour I was there. And another one was pumping iron better than I could. So there went all my good and happy feelings about having gone to the gym. Instead I was left feeling pitiful and inadequate. I'd rather work out in the main gym where all the JAG school guys are. At least I know I'll never be anything like them. I have no interest in seeing old ladies kick my ass any more.